It was the painful memories and pure heartbreak held there.
It was the painful memories and pure heartbreak held there.
I felt abandoned. I felt invisible. I felt like I didn’t matter.
I felt abandoned. I felt invisible. I felt like I didn’t matter.
We had little chance of developing as healthy children.
We had little chance of developing as healthy children.
From around the age of nine, I began to understand that my mum was struggling with alcoholism.
From around the age of nine, I began to understand that my mum was struggling with alcoholism.
My Dad’s drinking was the backdrop of my childhood, always dictating the atmosphere in our home.
My Dad’s drinking was the backdrop of my childhood, always dictating the atmosphere in our home.
The fearful child expecting the worst lives within
The fearful child expecting the worst lives within
I was a bystander in the wreckage of her choices
I was a bystander in the wreckage of her choices
Time goes on like nothing happened. Everyone goes about their lives like nothing happened.
Time goes on like nothing happened. Everyone goes about their lives like nothing happened.
There’s freedom in speaking up and working through this.
There’s freedom in speaking up and working through this.
I spent days thinking that if I did not exist, it would make her better.
I spent days thinking that if I did not exist, it would make her better.