I often find myself battling with how to forgive my parent for their alcholism. I lost my father to it a few years ago now and it was really sudden, despite his relationship with alcohol and it left me with many questions, so much hate and anger and so much sadness for both his loss and all that this disease put him and myself through. Does anybody else find that they are unable to forgive people for not listening? Because my father often did not remember how bad he was whilst drunk the day after and just went about life as if nothing happened. I can’t seem to let go of that because if he had, maybe it wouldn’t have killed him.