Hereditary Mental Illness? (15M)
My dad drank a lot, to the point where it eventually killed him. He had panic attacks and severe depression, he was drinking upwards of a litre of vodka daily. He died last year.
Now, I drink a lot. I can’t leave the house because of agoraphobic panic attacks. I’m doing things and then forgetting that I’ve done them. I’ve blacked out at 9PM, woken up at 1AM, checked my phone and found out that I was having clear, coherent conversations with no memory of it. It’s as if there’s someone inside me taking control of my personality temporarily.