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I wish I had the words to say how scared I was to come home everyday.

| December 5, 2020

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I wish I had the words to say 

How scared I was to come home everyday

Would it be me? Would it be mum? 

Oh, how I wish I had a gun

To end you? No, but to end me 

Damn, put me out of my misery 

Priyanka 

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Dread


I wish I had the words to say 

How scared I was to come home everyday

Would it be me? Would it be mum? 

Oh, how I wish I had a gun

To end you? No, but to end me 

Damn, put me out of my misery 

Priyanka 

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